In Transition

I’m feeling a bit lost this week. I’m not a lay person any more; in other words, I am no longer simply a baptised Christian, but something else too. For as long as I can remember, I have wanted to be able to feed the people of God with Jesus own supper. As a little girl I gave my toys communion, and the desire to be a priest just hasn’t diminished over the years.

It has been a very long journey, and there have been a lot of set backs. Now I’m an ordinand, training to be a priest, and suddenly the very thing I’ve been trying to get away from for years has become a significant loss.

If I had been accepted for ordination ten years ago, I would not have had the privilege of serving on Synod, nor of being on the Liturgical Commission. If I had had my prayer answered ten years ago, I would have missed out on all that fun! The old adage says ‘If you want to make God laugh, tell God your plans’. How true. Thank God that God’s plans are so much more sophisticated than ours.

So think of me, as I mourn something I never thought I’d miss. Perhaps there is something you are struggling with, that you might actually miss if you lost. Life is strange – following God even stranger.

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  1. Andrew’s avatar

    It is entirely normal and appropriate to grieve, if that isn’t too strong a word, for the life you have now left behind (or even lost). It’s a valuable lesson, and one you will undoubtedly draw on during your ministry to support those who you serve.

    You will be in our thoughts and prayers in the time ahead.
    much love

    Andrew & Nicki, Alex & Annie

  2. Alex’s avatar

    Does that mean the title of your blog needs to reflect the transition?

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