A member of the prayer group has received an all-clear after treatment for cancer. We had laid hands on her and prayed for healing. The group are buoyed up that our prayers have been answered, and filled with faith that other prayers will be answered, and other miracles will occur.
I’m still grieving for my sister in law Sarah, who died at Christmas. There was so much prayer from so many people, so much faith that she would be healed, and yet 4 1/2 years after her diagnosis, Sarah died. A very unwise person tried hard to cheer me up by suggesting that ‘At least God is looking after her in heaven’. The person who made the platitude got very short shrift and a very cutting retort – God may be glad of her company, but I would prefer her to be still in mine!
After Jesus has opened the Isaiah scroll in the Nazareth synagogue, he began to teach that not everyone, even those righteous in God’s eyes, will be healed (Luke 4). God healed Naaman the Syrian, but not the myriad Jews with skin infections who no doubt besieged Elisha for a cure.
But just becasue I don’t understand why the answer for Sarah was not the one I wanted, does not mean that God was oblivious to the cry of my heart (and the prayers of so many others too). Oh, for some answers, and a view of the bigger picture. In the meantime, I shall attempt to pass through the midst of the outrageous doubts and sadness, and go on my way.